Second venture into Photoshop!

This was inspired by a meditation i did. I envision something like this every time i meditate on a garden or such.

dlb

Adventures in Photoshop!

Just got CS4 for my home computer. Thanks to my job. :)

I've been playing around trying to learn about it.

These are some of the products of my play.

hope you like.

My Daemon

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That was supposed to look cool...

I think i have forgotten how this Html thing works since i haven't been using it very much the past year.

OMG!!!

that last post was kindof depressing.

lol

life is much better since then. what... a year and a half ago.

I think i might keep blogging on here... cause... it's cathartic in the least. but i don't think im going to try to promote it like i had been.

it will be our little secret. you (whoever you are) and me... (whoever i am).

ne way...

love and light

dlb

My Daemon

Watch for me in this great video!

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Am I a looser?

Wait ... Don't answer that.

I can answer it myself.

I live in a ghost town of a trailer park in a trailer without hot water. I just took a shower in a outdoor non-heated bathouse. I am sitting alone talking to Will and Grace and Desperate Housewives because they seem to be the only things that willingly come to my house to visit. Ok, so I pay for them through netflix, but damn it I want them. I work with and will be roomates with, probably the most perfect man for me that god hath created, but wait he is straight and seriously involved with my friend who will also be living very near by so they can dangle their relationship in front of me like the carrot and the Donkey. And oh yah, one more thing, I do the job of four people and don't get paid half of what I should for just one of those jobs.

What am I doing? This is the part where I have to laugh at myself to keep from crying.

Some one please find me the perfect job and man that I can move to tomorrow and forget that I ever had this crazy existence.

Ok so my job isn't that bad. In fact it actually is quite good and I am learning alot. and my situation isn't as bad as it sounds. well... the living situation is kindof bad but will get better next week. I am just in a pitty party mood. and as there is no one here to pitty me I am searching for it on cyberspace.

Ok I am done now.

love and light.

dlb

I am taking the Plunge!

Literally!!

in two days time I will be doing this...


Wish me luck.


I can't wait.

dlb

Will Pluto be demoted or will 3 more planets be promoted?

In the hope of ending years of wrangling, a committee of astronomers and historians has proposed a new definition of the word “planet” that would expand at a stroke the family of planets from 9 to 12 and leave textbooks and charts in thousands of classrooms out of date.

Read more on this site.

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/08/16/us/16pluto.html?ex=1313380800&en=9f6789344376a6c9&ei=5088&partner=rssnyt&emc=rss

I can't believe this...

I totally predicted that this would happen.

I wonder what this will mean for Astrology?

dlb

Today I feel weird...

Is anyone else having a totally odd day?

I am...

I am completely off.

I don't know weather I am coming or going.

I don't know whether weather is supposed to be spelled whether or weather.

It's been one of those kinds of days.

Do you ever get the idea that you are just not meant to have a job. Like maybe you actually were meant to be a bum. or maybe that you were meant to just live off your parents for many years? Do you? No? Oh no... me neither... Umm...Grapes are Keen!

Ne way...

Happy Birthday to my Mom!!!

I love her so much.

And now for something completely different.
I am kindof in a wierd mood partly because I have spent alot of time thinking about the past, and the type of person that I used to be. I mean the person that I used to be would have looked at this picture and had a completely different expierience than what I have today. I mean I used to actually believe in a heaven and a hell. and that a god sat in judgement of us all and decided which we should go to for all eternity. Now not only do I not believe in Heaven or in Hell but I also dont' believe in a all knowing all seeing superior being that is going to cast judgement on us. I mean don't get me wrong I do belive in "God", just not the kind of God that everyone else seems to mean. I mean I don't believe in a God that takes an active roll in this world. Praying to him doesn't do anything in my belief system, because we already have the power to do everything he does ourselves. I believe that we are all gods and goddesses ourselves and that we just decided to come to this world that this God created to expierience ourselves more fully so we decide to turn off some of off some of our powers so that we can expierience the others more keenly. kindof like when a person goes blind their hearing becomes more keen. Ne way... I don't know why I was saying all of this really other than to say what an odd day I have been having.

dlb

Oh yeah and...

Can I have this for my Birthday?

dlb